AKHIRNYA UPDATE JURNAL !
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gelap"tengkyuu yiaa. ."
*bruuk* (nutup pintu mobil)
*PLOK* (langkah terhenti)
(memandang sebuah plang yang terpasang dengan biadabnya didepan bangunan yang sangat gw kenal)
plang punya siapa ini?
bner kan ini nomor 3?
bener ini rumah gw??
siapa yang masang ini??
dimanaa yang lainn?
gw harus gimanaa??
gw harus kemanaa??
gw tidur dimana??
gimana barang2 gw??
gimana studio gw??
KNAPA RUMAH GW DISITAA???
15 jamsperti subjectnya. 15 jam.
yap. udah 15 jam semenjak gw menghabiskan tahun ke 17 gw.
gw udah 18 TAHUNN..!!
klo kata kakak gw yg ngakunya lulusan psychology atma tp nyatanya gag lulus2 itu,
18 tahun adalah masa remaja akhir.
dimana konsep diri dan kemandiriannya sudah harus mantap. kalau tidak. maka dapat terjadi penyimpangan.
kata penyimpangan sangat terngiang di otak gw..
mengingat bahwa beberapa hari terakhir ini gw sering berinsting mati. *bukan nyoba bunuh diri.!!*
tp lebih ke obsesi dengan kematian. *beda kan ia?* hehehe. dan yang pasti sih ini juga disebut penyimpangan.
*jadi intinya gw blom siap dong buat idup di taun ke 18 gw?*
jawabannya. hanya gw dan si Gondrong yang tahu.
well. . lupain insting mati.
lupain jurnal ini.
sebuah catatan harian remaja 18 tahun di kehidupan urban.
2.14 AM"insommniaaa. . .
coba aku. pecahkan sgala misterimu.
kunanti dan kucari. seserpih mimpii. ."
"saa.!! tidurr ! udah malemm!! jangan konek terus. MUAHAL!"
"kau bunuh.. suhu di sangkarku.
cuaca di tamanku. .uuoo . .
gerimis datang. musnahlah gersang.
aku tetap terjaga. aku tetap terjaga aa.
habis terkuras kelenjar air mata. aku tetap terjaga.
aku tetap terjaga aa."
"brisik lo nyed!"
03.14 PM"KYAAAAAAAA!!!!!" teriakan maut tiba-tiba terdengar dari sebuah kamar ..
GUBRAK!! (pintu dibanting)
"Hah?? knapaa?? knapa??" tanya seorang ibu ke anaknya dengan cemas. .
"alhamdulilah ya aulooh. . " sujud sang anak sambil terisak. .
"KNAPA SIHH??" ibu semakin cemas. .
"KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAa!!" teriakan maut kembali terjadi. .
-beberapa menit sebelumnya-
"iya haloo. .?"
"hmm.. apa benar ini MBAK Elizabeth?"
"ho oh.. iya betul.. ."
"mba elizabeth. . kami dari javaMUsikindo.. "
"mba pernah ikut kuis di website kami kan?"
"emm . .iyah."
"selamat ya mba.. anda memenangkan FREE TICKET BJORK CONCERT tgl 12 febuary di tennis indoor senayan!!"
11.39 PMknapa subject gw jadi jam mulu iah?!
"gong xii fat caii!!
xin nian kuaile..
zhu ni shenti jiankang. .
wan shi ru yi. .!"
bgitulah kira2 cuplikan inbox saia hari ini. ..
selamat tahun balu wahai lakyat cina. !!
semoga di tahun tikus ini. .shio kuda dapa hokii yang gede aa. .!!!
angpao na laii. .
klo ga da angpao. .
nanti dicium alaii ..
PLEASE READ - The Ransomware EpidemicPlease share, fave and spread this journal. You could help many people on DeviantArt protect their computers from this horrific cyberattack and raise awareness about the issue to those who haven't yet heard of it.
Funny how all these years of me picking and choosing updates to keep my computer functioning how I want it (you know... to have what you paid for and keep my product without others stealing it and modifying it *cough*badupdates*cough* ... basic consumer rights... but anyway) came to haunt me.
So I finally decided that I'd bite the bullet and update my updates... only to find out Windows Update was refusing to update and would forever stay stuck "searching for updates". Just my luck. When I really don't want updates they try to install, and when I really need them they don't.
Anyhow, why am I so desper
Super Smash Bros x Attack on Titan Opening 2I FINISHED IT!!!!! :iconfinallyplz:
I can't believe I'm done...after 6 months of working (Could've been 4 or 5 if school wasn't in the way all the time...T__T) I'm done...
My initial deadline was by the end of April, but....I finished a lot earlier than that. I FEEL INVINCIBLE NOW!!!!
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MMD/PMX/PMD/MME Editor Tutorials Update***BROKEN LINKS WILL BE FIXED, PLEASE BE PATIENT***
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Collection: My Little Pony plz - Mane Cast 1/2Hello, my sexy ponies!
Yes, I totally stole that greeting from the adorable :iconkezzi-rose: whose profile you should definitely visit. I have never seen a cuter one on deviantArt
This is a collection of so-called plz-accounts related to the animated television series "My Little Pony: Friendship is Magic". If you have not seen it yet, this is your first step in joining the herd. Just watch the Pilot Episode and see if it can win your sympathy The original collection comes from MLPFiMplz, but it has not been updated in a while, so I thought I make it 20% cooler
Since the size of a Journal entry is limited to 60KB, I had to split the collection:
Mane Cast 1/2: Greeting; Explanations; Twilight Sparkle, Pinkie Pie, Apple
Find Your Homestuck Troll Blood Color!Yeah so here is how it works! You need to figure out your sun sign, and your moon sign. There is a calculator similar to this one out there, but it doesn't take in account jade bloods or mutants. This also doesn't require rounding. Hussie has already stated that the only troll blood colors that exist are the ones we have seen in the comic + lime. I also had to take in account that the jade blood color is rare, but the odds of getting jade with the distribution unadjusted are extremely high, so I figured out a way to make it work so it makes sense. I also took in account that fuchsia blood is extremely rare, and so is being mutant. The distribution that I am working with is a pyramid. I'll explain the breakdown at the end.
If you don't know your sun sign, click here: http://www.astrology-online.com/persn.htm
If you don't know your moon sign, click here: http://www.lunarium.co.uk/moonsign/calculator.jsp
Next you need to add up the values of
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Draw my OC contest! - Open! - 350$+ in prizes!Hello!
So I've been wanting to do this for quite awhile but never really thought that anyone would care if I did ; u ; but I really want to give it a try!
So in honor of my 6 year anniversary on DA, I would like to host a Draw my OC contest!
2-21-17: Some updates were made to the journal
Added in stories and personalities for the characters
2-22-17: Possible new prize added
2-23-17: Added a new outfit for Catalina! She now has an Idol outfit
(because she was an idol in the Manga she was taken from)
2-25-17: Information regardin
The Simple Character Creator FormulaThis is a copy-paste (with some additions) from my Tumblr blog (http://spaztique.tumblr.com/), but it must be reposted.
Twilight of the Hakurei, the club-wide comic tennis/RP (http://walfasstationwagon.deviantart.com/gallery/41877816), is turning out just as I suspected: AMAZINGLY. However, one thing that really astounds me is how well the character system is working. If you're not familiar, it's simply this:
1. Pick the character's biggest strength that affects other people. Note the key phrase, "that affects other people." For example, "He's really good at cooking," is not a strength: that's just a regular skill that only applies to one area of life and doesn't really affect others. However, "He's a fast learner," or, "He pays attention to detail," or, "He's very generous," is a strength because it applies to more than just cooking, but any other skill and especially relationships.
2. Pick the character's biggest weakness that affects other people. Once ag
Tips on: How to make an original species?I got asked by a few people but I wrote out this response to jasper-chan's ask on my tumblr. since it's all written out I feel like it'd be at least somewhat appreciated to those who are curious of what I keep in mind while making an original species
WARNING it's a little messy but if you are confused then feel free to ask me questions I'll do my best to answer properly
In general I’d suggest to think "what physical characteristics should be involved with my species? and how can i make it unique?"
for a species to be a species (especially closed species) there should be at least some distinctive physical trait that they're born with.
imo it’s not a very good species if they can take off what would make them a species. for example, a group of kemonomimis that likes to wear a specific fashion is more of a culture than a species. I wouldn’t add their fashion into their main descrip